• Zorsith@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
      4·
      1 day ago

      In seriousness:

      • wake up
      • go to gym, then go home and shower (how tf did i actually form a habit successfully???)
      • stare off into space for a couple hours while i finish actually waking up
      • sit down at computer and think about actually doing something i need to do
      • spend the rest of the day passively watching anime or youtube instead
      • go to bed mad at myself for not even doing anything i enjoy

      Repeat. Endlessly.

  • jordanlund@lemmy.worldEnglish
    18·
    2 days ago

    Wake up.
    Log into work.
    Take meds.
    Check email and messages.
    Stupid morning meeting that takes too long.
    Do work.
    Go to lunch.
    Catch up with new messages that came in while I was at lunch.
    Stupid afternoon meeting that takes too long.
    Stupid late afternoon meeting that takes too long.
    Work.
    Crash because exhausted.
    Wake up at 10 PM.
    Struggle to remember evening meds.
    Sleep.
    Wake up at 3 AM.
    Beat brain into submission with Microsoft Solitaire.
    Go back to sleep at 5 AM.

    In an 8 hour day I get a good 3 hours of actual work done.

  • Slotos@feddit.nlEnglish
    12·
    1 day ago

    I’ve been gradually optimizing towards immediate existential dread over the past few years. Still get distracted sometimes, but I’m getting there.

  • A_Union_of_Kobolds@lemmy.worldEnglish
    5·
    1 day ago

    Wake up

    If I have a job scheduled, go there. If not, go to one of my longer projects. If all are caught up, make coffee and turn on PS5. Tell myself ill catch up on the home and office work I need to.

    Don’t. Realize a half hour before my wife gets home that I haven’t even done the dishes. Hurriedly wash them while warming up the oven, idk what’s going in there but we’ll cross that bridge after staring at the open fridge and dissociating.

    Later, ill once again play games, watch TV, or read instead of the ten minutes of work I need to do.

    Tell myself ill work on it tomorrow as the background anxiety quietly rises in level.

    Fall asleep on the couch in the worst position I could possibly achieve.